i was thinking about galatians 2:20 tonight.

“i have been crucified with Christ and it is no longer i who live but Christ who lives in me.”

so within this scripture is the thought that i, a Christ follower, should live with self abandon, because after all i am dead to self, and alive in Christ.

i was thinking for some reason earlier tonight that this means that every part of my being needs to be abandoned.  my heart.  my actions.  my thoughts. and then i thought about my heartache and heartbreaks.

im not quite sure that last sentence made sense, but i guess what i’m asking is…
why doesn’t my heart break for the things that break God’s heart?