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my story

i want you to know where im coming from. here is my story.

i was born into a family who attented church pretty often. it was an activity that i never really enjoyed, but i went so mom and dad would get off my back. i walked down the aisle in 2nd grade and said a prayer with the pastor and “accepted Jesus”. after that my life never changed. i still hated church and still lived my life in a way that contradicted Jesus for many years. in september of 1999 my story starts moving. i played handbells at my church on wednesday nights and then always left before youth group. “i have homework” was always my excuse. then there was this girl. i thought she was dang cute. so i agreed to come to church on one wednesday. it turned out that this wednesday that i agreed to attend youth group was an outreach where we wrestled in jello. thats right, we jello wrestled at at baptist church. this was huge in my eyes. it showed me that christianity can be fun. that following Jesus isn’t just about singing hymns and reading an old book.

so after this i started coming back every wednesday. now you must know that music has always been a huge part of my life. i’ve played percussion since 6th grade and up to this day music has always been of influence to me. all that to say that every wednesday throughout the music part of worship i would cry like a baby. being a guy i hated people seeing me cry. so i vowed to never come back. but every week i was back, crying. this went on through many of the coming months until God got ahold on me on february 27th, 2000. i had a few questions and i talked to my youth pastor and he led me to Jesus. that day i trusted Christ. i didn’t just say a prayer. on that day i gave up.

well, my story doesn’t stop there. the upcoming summer God drew a target on my chest and called me into His service. i knew that God was calling me to be a minister of some sort. i mentioned the target because on that day there was a target on my chest for satan. he knew that i was going to be serving the risen King so he wanted to stop that as soon as possible.

after high school graduation in 2001, i attended houston baptist university and majored in christianity and communications. it was at hbu that my walk with Christ really started to take form. where i really started to figure out why i believed what i say i believed.

so on feb. 27th of 2000 i trusted Christ for the eternal life that he promised and that he still promises today. this blog is somewhat of a way for me to work out my thoughts, and to share growth and downfall. prayers and praises. this is my journey.

would you care to join me in this journey.

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  1. Rocky Whitely said, on April 6, 2008 at 3:54 pm

    Awesome story Joel… I know exactly what you mean about being forced to attend church. What a crazy struggle, but one of dire importance, when you finally discover YOUR religion/spirituality– instead of relying on your parents. Funny how a woman can change your opinion on things, right? I like the irony here…Eve (woman) led Adam (man) astray, but you and I as it seems, were led into a relationship with God through our women…pretty cool! Music has always moved me, as well…I remember teaching you everything you know about drums!! =) Glad to see you’re doing well…

  2. dustin said, on April 17, 2008 at 5:54 pm

    I’m on board.

  3. worshipcity said, on August 30, 2008 at 6:59 am

    Hey Joel! A youth pastor after my own heart :)
    Yeah Guitar Praise won’t be played at my youth group any time soon either! That was more sarcasm, I sometimes forget how that doesn’t convey well on the interweb. Ha! That being said, I know some churches around here that probably would jump at the thought of that. Glad I found you’re blog though. Good stuff.

  4. Frank Gutowsky said, on March 3, 2009 at 10:22 am

    Interesting, fun website/Blog you have here. Found it by accident. Read much of it, but have to run and do some things. I am a distant cousin of yours, Joel. Your dad’s dad and my dad’s dad were first cousins. I am trying to put the Gutowsky family tree together and got a death date from your pic of your cousin Brian. Added your wife even though I don’t know her last name. It’s all on my computer. Been wanting to do this for years, but have not had time till now. I am one of the nation’s folks who have lost their jobs. Many people could care less about such stuff, but I love history and such, and the tree is really just names, dates, and places. So many of the older generations are now gone and this could be harder to find if left to the future. Hey, call me crazy. LOL

    Anyway. Nice pics. You have a good eye. You two definitely enjoy life. That is a very good thing. Heard good things about your job at the Church. Keep it up. Kids need all help they can get.

    -Frank


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